i don't know what to do with myself or you.

I should call you and straighten things out, but I don't think you're ever alone and I'd hate it if people were around when I pour my heart out. I wish I could just corner you somehow, like the times we were in your car at night, and just tell you what I feel and not be so scared that you're going to think I'm taking things too seriously (which I probably am). I just want... need to know why I'm being ignored, and if I'm not, then do a fucking better job at being my friend, you twat.