Tuesday, March 25, 2008

mindless self indulgence fits you.

Why do you have to be there just when I really need the attention? I'm worried that working together tomorrow will be different because of what happened today. Desperately, I want to ask you if I fucked up and have sent you messages but I'm getting paranoid and freaked out because... it feels like I'm being ignored again and I'm scared of that, now.

I felt so many conflicts today, that I don't know where to start. Should I hope for more or should I just give up now? Because if you don't think this is going to work, I'd rather not risk it until my heart's ready to be shattered again.

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