Tuesday, January 8, 2008

don't waste your time thinking, it's no good for anyone.

And I've made some serious discoveries in the search for myself. First, that the search is turning up nothing and we've dragged this lake for corpses but haven't found a one. I wonder if there's anything out there after all or if it's as mythical as the last unicorn or as big a hoax as Nessie. Maybe this is something I'll only know for sure after I'm dead. Like fingers undoing laces, more of my actuality becomes apparent to me and I'm convinced that if it wasn't for these questions that I'd never make such progress.

And for that, I'm truly thankful.

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